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LOST HOPE!!!!!

cateyes started this conversation
WELL THIS IS IT!!!!I AM NOW HOMELESS...ME AND MY KIDS WILL BE OUT ON THE STREETS TOMORROW....I'M SITTING HERE IN PAIN CAUSE I'M AT A LOST FOR WORDS.I ALWAYS FIGURED THAT I'M A GOOD PERSON AND THAT EVIL COULDN'T COME MY WAY"I WAS SOOOOOOOOO WRONG"!!!!ON TOP OF THAT,MY FATHER OF MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER,FOUND HIM A PLACE TO STAY,AND JUST LEFT HIS 9MON OLD BABY WITHOUT A HOME!!!!!SO NOW I'M SITTING HERE LOOKS AT MY EMPTY WALLS CAUSE I HAD TO TAKE MY PICTURES DOWN.LOOKING AT MY THINGS PERIOD CAUSE I CAN'T EVEN AFFORD A STORGE UNIT TO PUT IT IN SO TOMORROW I HAVE TO WATCH IT JUST GO ON THE STREETS.ONLY THING(FOR A MIN)IS THAT MY KIDS WON'T BE HERE TO SEE IT,BUT THEY WON'T HAVE A HOME TO COME TO...I FEEL LIKE A COMPLETE FAILURE AS A MOTHER AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY HAS GOD GIVEN ME THESE KIDS TO FAIL THEM SO BADLY???I'M QUESTIONING MY ABILITIES ALL AROUND.BUT NOW I SEE I CAN'T JUDGE PEOPLE WHO DRINK,OR SMOKE,OR KILL THEMSELVES CAUSE THIS WORLD IS SO EVIL!!!I HAVE BEEN A FAITHFUL TENTANT FOR SIX YRS.NEVER ME NOR MY KIDS GAVE THEM TROUBLE,AND THE FIRST TIME I CAN'T DO IT,THEY SAY TO HELL WITH YOU AND YOUR KIDS!!!(WONDER HOW THEY WOULD FEEL IF THE SHOE WAS ON THE OTHER FOOT)???ALL I CAN SAY IS BYE FOR NOW,PLEASE PRAY THAT ME AND MY KIDS FIND A HOME SOON????
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Eutawangel
Dont slip into despair or think thoughts the enemyof all desires....this is a temporary situation. Instead thank GOD for life & another day, to provide for todays nrrds for you & children & next steps. Some of rhe best blessings occur in spanse of time & not overnight, many prayers with you all & please make sure Familt & Children Services know the children are homless for shelter.
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moms
cateyes: I am so sorry to hear about your situation. Believe me, if I had the money, I would send it. It's a shame that there are rich and wealthy people...that just have it all, and all the suffering happens to good people. I myself, am about to go crazy. I don't see no-way out of my situation. Here in NC the DSS helps single mothers with children find a home or apartment + food stamps. Also, some churches give out food. But I don't have a way to go and pick up anything free! Seems like people want to kick you when you r down, instead of having a heart. When I was doing ok, some people and a few of my family really liked me.....the phone never stopped ringing----it was my sister who always wanted something,,,and I helped her. She really took advantage of my kind heart, and when I could't give anymore----she caused me trouble by calling social security with false statements. I lost income and she has really caused me a lot of hardship. Mot everything she has...has been given to her. I'm losing my home also. I cry a lot...get angry and disgusted, because no-one seems to understand. Like you said...If the shoe were on the other foot! Believe me, I think someday soon that these people will find out just how we feel. God Bless You and your children. I guess in times like these..we really find out who our friends are. As of now, I have not got any. I just try to pray.
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